Lost, so lost in what I know I will never find
Right there in front of me but beyond my reach
Tempting me but leaving me unfulfilled
Scarred by the one I cared for, the one I loved

Unsure of what I know, afraid of what I don't
I wander through the depths of what is left
Seeing in myself what I never thought I'd see
Feeling things I never thought I'd feel

One event, one thing, one loss, one need
All in the mix, all thrashing around in this pot
What it will cook, what I will brew,
I'll never find out, or maybe I never knew